Do I not seem calm already? Ah, that's a shame. If you can tell, then I'm slipping indeed. I should be more careful, if I want to keep up my appearance...

[He stops his pacing, at least, even if he goes on smiling like it might break at any point. He's!! So!! Calm!!] It may be something where we can't focus on the "why" or "how," but instead move along as if things are normal.